The dimensions of what it means to be an Afrikan patriot have dawned on me ever harder and fill me with more vigor, decisiveness and heaviness. My thoughts lead me to the concrete conclusion that permanent repatriation to serve Afrikan development on the continent is definitely the answer for me, following several more years here and elsewhere of training in skills which interest me and seem quite important and practical for our human, ecological, and social development.
So many influences and thoughts have brought me to this thinking. I have been of the Pan-Afrikanist mindset for well over three and a half years now (since mid-2005, after graduating from undergrad college), but a deep commitment to repatriation had been heretofore rather minor or at best ambivilent in my innermost mind. Of late, though gradually, the commitment to repatriation, one of the most personal conclusions a Pan-Afrikanist born and living in the diaspora can make, has truly begun to click.
From simple reasonings leading to this to the most involved, I will lightly touch on why it is that now I am moving solidly in this direction and what I plan to do along the way. One reason is physiology and diet. I primarily eat tropical fruits (I'm a raw vegan/fruitarian - see
my other blog for more info), yet I live within the perimeter of the NYC metro area. How much sense does it make for me as a person eating that sort of diet, and who aspires towards practicing tropical agroforestry anyway, to justify all this international food mileage, when I can just go dwell where my food grows? True, I was born here in North America, and lived all of my 25 earthly years here but for a semester of study abroad in Ghana and Nigeria. But I think my body was most at home during the period when I skipped a whole winter and was in Afrika half a year (in 2007). I loved experiencing almost a year of mild to hot weather and ample sunshine. Winter truly ain't my trip. I am aware that as a very dark-skinned person I shouldn't get involved in winters at all. I am probably too far from the equator in NYC to stimulate sufficient vitamin D production in my body naturally through sun exposure on a continual basis. And I want to live a by far more outdoors-oriented life than I can now. Tropical living alone is definitely the answer for me on a personal level - enough with these winters, for real. Life is way too short to endure winters as an Afrikan.
Obviously the deeper contemplations around land and food security, as well as sustainable ecological development and related health issues, dictate that I make my way over to Afrika and stay there to promote and practice what is necessary. In terms of the skills base I now have and will continue to seek for the next few years, at present I have an MA in Africana studies and am now studying massage therapy and personal fitness training full time, which I'll finish in August 2009. Immediately after that I aim to begin studying towards an MS in environmental engineering, so as to be able to handle, plan, and advocate on water resource and waste water and other pollution management issues to benefit Afrikan masses and campesinos. I'd also like to pick up certification in electricity to know the basics of an electrician, and also pick up some certification on bicycle maintenance and building, both skills I'd like to have to be more survivable, handy, and useful, and to teach all these things, on the continent where electricity is limited and bicycling should be promoted and practiced. The last thing on the list of skills I want to get over in America before I leave permanently is some certification or training in web development, elementary graphic design, computer networking, and film editing. This is to promote communications between and across the Afrikan world, and to be able to operate as a propagandist for the Afrikan Revolution.
On the ground, sustainable, organic agroforestry or permaculture will be something I'd like to learn and engage in, part of why the next major thing for me will be environmental engineering. Of course the Afrikan Revolution has to be green and sustainable, has to improve human and environmental health as well as promote reforestation and increased carrying capacity of arable land through holistic means. I don't know exactly how I will use the massage therapy and fitness training I am now learning in Afrika (those skills will be how I mainly earn and save money while in NYC), but promoting health and fitness will be central to building strong Afrikans who act with the utmost discipline. Which is why between when I leave America and when I enter Afrika, I'd like to spend some time in Brazil mastering my favorite sport, Capoeira, as well as learning Portuguese. I'd like to spread Capoeira among Afrika's youth, bringing it back to Afrika, and building links and trust with, and confidence and pride in, these youths. I'd probably like to spend a little time in France as well learning French for use in Francophone Afrika.
A commitment to using advanced skills to promote development and education for poor and working class Afrikan people on the continent is deep in my heart. As the son of Nigerian professionals lost to the West due to the brain drain, I'd like to do what I can to reverse that loss and participate in the movement of highly-skilled Afrikans that choose to stay in Afrika, rather than seek the high monetary salaries offered by our former colonizers. Afrikans who are students and recent graduates with skills critical to further development of Afrika and her people need to ask themselves the deep moral question of the implications of participating in the brain drain by going after the big paper abroad. Begin to think that the collective upliftment of all Afrikans, not just our highly-trained individual selves, can be immensely more rewarding than going away forever, our talents lost to a continent that needs us. We have to pool knowledge and skills and get them out of these elite, inaccessible universities and into the masses. We need to be radically open, altruistic, giving, sharing, unselfish, and humanistic about the skills we pick up in these big schools - and open little schools and libraries, which are absolutely free, so more Afrikans have access to and can actualize our valuable knowledge and knowledge of the whole world. And we have to learn our indigenous knowledge, share and spread it, and thus proceed with development that doesn't destroy our culture and environment further, but rather strengthens and evolves them.
Of course, there is so much insecurity, despotism, and war in Afrika that much of the brain drain and labor exodus to Europe and elsewhere is perfectly understandable. That's why for my part I'd like to live in several Afrikan countries for four years, before settling permanently in one, to learn indigenous languages and establish relationships. I want to learn specifically Kalabari, the native tongue of my parents, as well as Yoruba in Nigeria, and then Lingala in DR Congo and finally KiSwahili in Tanzania. The DRC is probably the country I feel the most concern and urgency for, followed by West and East Africa. It is Afrika's heart and the birthright of our people, though its resources are being nakedly looted and its people exploited, raped and killed massively. Being able to promote peace, education, science and critical thinking in critical major Afrikan languages has long been really important to me, and again goes back to the task of promoting communications across Afrikan peoples. Clear-thinking voices for peace and unity are always needed, especially if they are multilingual and not just in the colonial languages. And time spent in different communities will allow me to learn from them about different agricultural and herbal knowledge and other forms of indigenous knowledge being quickly lost to the scourge of globalization/ Westernization.
All this stuff may seem very ambitious, but I'm committed to it all. So long as I'm a single unmarried childless fellow dedicating my all to the Afrikan revolution, I expect to complete all the above educational tasks by my late thirties, with the years of learning Afrikan languages in different places before settling down in one place beginning in my early to mid thirties. Then, it's all for the revolution. Starting at my current age of 25, Phase 1, finishing massage therapy/ fitness training school, studying environmental engineering, all up through electrical and web design, etc. should take the next five-six years. Phase 2, leaving America for some brief time in France and Brazil, should happen in years seven and eight (from now). Phase 3, living in four Afrikan countries, should take place during roughly years nine-twelve, and up to fourteen. Phase 4 is when I settle down in one spot for continual work, years twelve-fourteen and onward.
I don't know if I'll stick to this plan to the letter: numerable unforeseen circumstances may change. Though currently not big on my mind these days, the question or circumstance of a woman or family in my life might complicate this. And the future doesn't really exist; it's only an idea. But I still thing the end result should be the same, and I should be in Afrika before a decade passes. I also don't plan on doing this alone, but rather in concert, collaboration, and coordination with revolutionary Afrikan organizations and individuals.
In any case, these plans and ideas are a manifestation of my deepening conviction that for an Afrikan Internationalist like myself, for an Afrikan committed to development of the beloved motherland, repatriation is best, despite the difficulties and inconveniences. I've always felt alienated in America, since early teenage years if not much much earlier. It's not a feeling that has managed to escape me as I get older, and I now know how I want to use this life, after much thought and education. And the best use for this life to me seems to be the Afrikan Revolution, in its many dimensions - indeed the Afrikan Revolution is hugely critical to the progress and evolution of all human civilization. And the best place to practice the Afrikan Revolution is Afrika.
The solution for Afrikan people is Afrikan people, not former colonizers, not international financial institutions, ngos, or multinational corporations. Afrikans need us Afrikans in the diaspora. The only person who will develop or rescue Afrika is the Afrikan, period. In due time, I'm going home, to continue the struggle, work the land, and serve and organize the people. Maybe some of y'all will join me.